Sorry for neglecting you. But I’ve spent years customizing you, filling you up with original content and now I barely pay attention to you or log on to see my stats. You see, you were a major part of my ego. And that ego was self-serving, never satisfied & always wanting more. I had built it up for years, only to finally break it down. But that’s a good thing, because I learned so much along the way & no longer desire it…at least not for myself.
Even though I am not completely free of this ego, it doesn’t get in the way as much. Sometimes I am still competitive, and want to come out on top without even realizing it. Sometimes I’ll talk shit, but then who doesn’t? But most of the time now, I just don’t care. I still aim to do my best though in whatever I do and that’s what I mainly care about.
So thanks for being a part of me. I am trying to save money these days, like be on a real budget like a real adult and shit. And so I have been debating on whether to let you go (domains & web hosting) just to have less payments.
So maybe the next time all 5 of my regular visitors decide to visit, there won’t be a shermgrafik / savethesavages.com no more. And if you read this, you will know why.