and she still couldn’t fall asleep.

this blog has been kinda boring…sorrrrrry dudes…i’ve been blogging about all my personal crap on myspace (even though i hate myspace, it’s hard to break away when all your friends are on there).

i have this jam stuck in my head.

For some reason this song reminds me of death; I pictured a funeral taking place. Strange how songs take on different meanings for certain people.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS…

I GOT A PHAT REFUND FROM MY TAXES THIS YEAR, STATE AND FEDERAL…YEAH THAT’S RIGHT I SAID PHAT…P-H-A-T. HAHA! THERE ARE SO MANY WAYS I COULD GO ABOUT SPENDING THIS REFUND:
1. GET A NEW TATTOO
2. BUY A MACBOOK PRO LAPTOP
3. BUY MORE MEMORY FOR MY AGING G5
4. PAY OFF SOME CREDIT CARD DEBT

I AM LEANING TOWARDS PAYING OFF SOME CREDIT CARD DEBT, ALTHOUGH 1 SEEMS REALLY TEMPTING RIGHT NOW…UGHHHH, GADDAMNIT I WANT A LOT OF THINGS. ANYWAY BEFORE I FORGET, I REALLY DON’T LIKE TALKING ABOUT GRAFF ANYMORE BUT I WANT TO MENTION THAT I PAINTED WITH THESE TALENTED GUYS LAST WEEKEND; YOU CAN CHECK OUT THE PHOTOS ON THEIR BLOGS AMONG OTHER COOL SHIT: SWANK, EYE AND THE SEEKING HEAVEN CREW. ENJOY.

haha! oh shit. if you’ve ever been to Unitard for an art show, you might recognize one of the dudes rapping. i’ve purchased art and have been fortunate enough to show a piece there too. the original song is from Player and the title of the song is “Baby Come Back”. how did i know that? i have that song in my old ass iPod, but it’s under Ambrosia for some reason, annnnd even before that; i had taped the song off the radio years ago…it was part of my ’slow jams’ collection. haha! that sounded corny.

IT’S CAPS LOCK FRIDAY AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS… MORE RAMBLING FROM YOURS TRULY! BUT, LIKE ICE CUBE SAYS, TODAY IS A GOOD DAY (SO FAR) AND I AM GLAD. PRAISE JESUS, ALLAH, BUDDHA OR WHATEVER IT IS YOU BELIEVE IN. I HAVE TO SAY A CHEESY LINE PERTAINING TO LIFE THOUGH: LIFE IS A ROLLERCOASTER, SOMETIMES YOU’RE EVEN, AND THEN SOMETIMES YOU HAVE YOUR HIGHS AND LOWS. AND TODAY, I AM EVEN, AT LEAST FOR NOW.

YOU KNOW, IF PEOPLE TELL YOU ENOUGH THAT YOU’RE GOOD, YOU START TO BELIEVE IT. THEN YOUR EGO GETS BIG, AND THEN YOU FALL INTO YOUR COMFORT ZONE BECAUSE YOU’VE BEEN TOLD THAT YOU’RE GOOD AT WHAT YOU DO. AND SO WHAT HAPPENS? YOU START TO FALL OFF, BECAUSE YOU GOT COMFORTABLE. YOU SECRETLY THINK YOU’RE BETTER THAN EVERYONE. THAT COULD BE TRUE, BUT IT COULD ALSO BE SHORT-LIVED, IF YOU DON’T KEEP YOUR MIND CONSTANTLY LEARNING, AND YOUR SKILLS SHARP. REMEMBER, THERE’S ALWAYS SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO’S BETTER, WHO PROBABLY ISN’T BRAGGING (YET), BUT IS SLOWLY BUILDING UP THEIR SKILLS IN WHATEVER IT IS THEY REALLY WANT TO BE GOOD AT, AND THEN ONE DAY THEY WILL SURPASS YOU AND THEN FINALLY, REPLACE YOU. I DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M TRYING TO GET AT EXACTLY, BUT ALL I’M SAYING IS: DON’T GET TOO COMFORTABLE AND NEVER SETTLE FOR JUST BEING ‘GOOD’. PRACTICE, PRACTICE, PRACTICE - THIS APPLIES TO ANYTHING IN LIFE WHETHER IT IS A JOB SKILL, OR A HOBBY (THAT COULD TURN INTO A JOB SKILL TOO). AND DON’T ALWAYS BELIEVE YOUR FRIENDS EITHER; THEY COULD BE LYING TO SPARE YOUR FEELINGS.

I’m gonna need some loud music to keep me going today. No rest for the tired and weary. I knew I should’ve worked late yesterday; now I’m behind and screwed, again. Fuck it, I should stop caring. Can’t please them all, right?