Get over it.
my life has been filled with negative energy lately; i’m not even stressed out or anything…i just feel like there’s a general staleness in the air. this seems to be the ongoing theme in my life…not sure what to do about it. maybe i should step out of my comfort zone and ride a bike to work? it’s only 3.39 miles.
1. i am overdue for a real vacation, like out of the country.
2. i would like to find that one cool design job where learning is encouraged; the energy is good and i can stay there for a long time.
3. i am tired of people who aren’t there for me when i need them; oh, but when YOU need something from ME, i tend to respond quickly to your needs. so what gives? i’m not even a demanding friend or anything…i’m actually pretty chill. but it’s really fuckin’ annoying when a person can’t even give a simple reply and it makes me not want to hang out with anyone for a while…i feel the need to retreat back to the hermit life.
4. Flash is really hard to learn; i reach a certain point and then i give up out of frustration. i have been trying to learn it since 2002! but i refuse to give up. i will conquer that program someday. nerd life.
5. for some reason blogging about all this crap made me feel better.
May 29th, 2008 at 6:09 PM
fuck yeah blogging makes me feel better too!
::sigh::
if i had lots of money, i’d definately treat you on a vacation. i think you deserve it! theres alot of things i’d buy for the people i love if i ever win megabucks, and a vacation for you would be one of those things. i definately see you going to japan and lol’ing at all the silly/amazing/interesting things there. i hope you get to make it out there one day!! i really do. i cant get over saying this but: YOU DESERVE IT.
love you ate p. and ps: flash sucks dude. i gave up on that program in 03. my mind can’t think like that. and when i mean “like that” i mean in “flash”. its just kinda hard for me to comprehend how it works. i suck i know.
May 29th, 2008 at 6:56 PM
thank you! you’re so awesome…i think it’s every person’s dream to win big money so they can share the wealth with their family and friends…i would do the same for you!
June 7th, 2008 at 4:06 PM
I must agreed with you on #3. Ive just recently have given up with everyone/body… i am so annoyed that I (we) put all this emphasis in sending messages, via txt, emails, myspace, call them and they dont respond for shit. Makes you wonder and ponder what the hell is wrong with me, though that is not the case because these ppl just dont want to chill or see you or hear from you but of course when THE NEED something theyll come crawling with their tails in between their legs and act like ‘oh, i been busy” when you know they posted pictures of them partying the whole time! LOL, fuck i swear if your going to be a liar, be somewhat at least good at it! lol… I am for the simple-drama-free life… so will see who tries to contact me as friend now, cause im done doing my end. Just going to sit here and relax…..
Heads up! peace.